User:Clayboy

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• Unfortunately, I wish for your speedy and painful death.
• If you never touch a child in any sexual way, I would gladly recind my calling you a predator, upon your death.
• clayboy...you are dangerous ... I sincerely hope that you die very soon so that you dont ruin some child(s) life to gratify yourself.

A proud member of the underground cabal of pedophiles who edit wikipedia (UCPWEW) (yes, I am being sarcastic, to be painfully clear). I am not here to manipulate content to skew it until it fits my perverted, wrong and harmful view of the world, nor am I here to meet boys. I am here because I believe strongly in the neutral point of view policy and I want to watchdog the articles pertaining to the boylove community or pedophilia at large. In my view, this is badly needed because most people who edit these articles are motivated by strong feelings and often blind hate, and not calm, proven facts and neutral wording such as they should be.

Working for the Cabal can be exhausting and stressful, and I wrote the following section in frustration some time ago.

[edit] Some subjects cannot be covered by Wikipedia

These articles, starting as one titled "Boylover", tried to explain the men who loves boys. To most people, the subject alone is outrageous, it is unthinkable, the very idea is so thoroughly filthy they get an urge to shower immediately. If you knew me, you would probably feel the same about me. I love boys, I'm attracted to them, and always have been. Even still, I have never laid a hand on anyone, and my firm convictions tell me I would sooner chew my hand off than even consider anything sexual with a boy. Not because I don't want it in my mind, but because I love the boy and want what's best for him. You are still free to gag and vomit at the idea of me, and most people would.

Still, I ask you humbly to believe that I personally know many others like me, who feel the same about sexual abstinence. I know of large online communities of loving, honest and righteous men.

There is no conspiracy to enslave your children. There is no attempt to sweet-talk our way into your hearts and homes. We are simply social outcasts because a part of what we are triggers a moral outrage. Yet we have never violated neither laws nor children. We hide that part of us all our lives, many living in shame and isolation, many in complex webs of lies and half-truths and secret despair.

The truth about us cannot be written down in a collaborative medium such as Wikipedia. Everybody "knows" everything about us already, and if we attempt to share a truth, which we can only do anonymously online, that truth is not compatible with what 99.9% of the rest of Wikipedia already "know" about us. We simply cannot compete with the sheer manpower. In a subject so ultimately taboo, truths cannot survive, so any article about the subject is not of an encyclopedic nature and can best be seen as a documentary of prejudice and oppression.

I will continue to try to keep the worst lies out of the articles, but I know that in the long run, the case is lost.